Alicia Keys-Goodbye With lyrics

All Back

He broke my heart. Not just some of it, but the whole thing. It's scattered right here on the floor and he still hadn't the nerve to pick it back up. He betrayed me. Not just a little bit, but in every possible way. Leading me to believe I would never have to say goodbye. And here we are...and there he goes. He hurts me. Not just one time, but every time. This pain doesn't sit still. It circulates with the blood in my veins. It creeps in with every breath. he wants me to stop breathing. he WAS my heart. He's the one who mended it...who made it feel a tad less fragile. He let his love explore me. Not just that night, but every night. It touched me from outside in. Out. And then in again. It took a piece of me each time. Giving him a little more power and me a little less control. He took it all. Yes, all that I gave him. I never asked for any of it back. And now I want it. I want it all!!!!! Give it to me. It's no longer yours. I'm standing here at my weakest, cause you have my strength. My cries are at there worst, cause you were my best. I'm stuck here in this emotional bind that you put me in. And I let you. I'm pulling in the rope, and throwing it back. It gets shorter every time, and I just find more ways to help you climb. But its mines. All mines. My fault for being so naive. For getting used to the you that you were. For thinking love would be enough. For loving you. For hating you. For letting those feelings be the same. He kills me. I'm dead. Just how he found me. Just how he left me...and again, it's one in the same.

Words of the Day

"I'm not quite sure what life has in store for me...I'm not quite sure I want it planned."

Adele - Turning Tables

Falling Over Myself

This love has watered down my endurance. Bits of it now makes me weak. It amazes me, this up and these downs and how we often fall to far in between. We're deep...in high waters. And once again I have not come prepared. You once were my life vest and now you are the boulder that sinks me. My skin's not tough enough. My mind is just strained. I love you then I hate you and now the feelings are one in the same. But you touch me, like you always did. And the fight begins again. Your armor is on and as is mines for this war I've seemed to create on my own. On my own. This battle is merely a product of your ability to unconcern yourself with all things that make me...me and all the things we could be if only...but it's not. This love has lost it's worth, yet we keep fighting. A meaningless war, and I keep hiding. Maybe next time....you will find me.

Parachute - Be Here

A little longer...

Any day. Any day could be the day. Be the day that you're no longer by my side. The last glimpse of you're smile. The last match of our lips. The last whisper of our love. And everyone sees it. They feel it, the way I look at you as if together we could never lose. I can say that I don't love you, but my heart knows better. I can pretend that I don't miss your touch when you're gone, but pretending only gets me so far. So far as to missing y
ou once again. I just wanna feel you...so I know you're still here with me. This feeling has been felt before. How 'perfect' seems so worth it turned worthless as I watched him let go. But you, you're still hanging on. But tell me. Tell me how long it'll be before the rope wears out, or you lose your grip, or our perfect that seems so worth it turns worthless and I watch you let go. Don't go. It's scary...no, not the feeling of being lonely...but the feeling of limitedly loving you. And nothing lasts forever. So let's last a little longer. A little longer..A little longer. Hang on...a little longer.

The Eve of Me

All over. Your love resuscitates me. Because presently all of the "them" that were left in me... just died. And the mirror they held, showed me all my flaws...one by one, in clear detail. But what you've shown me is that there's something deeper. Something way more rich and way more worthy. Something worth cherishing if only you were capable of seeing it. What you see is not the person I allowed them to make me, but the person that is screaming out that " I am STILL here!!!" I am still capable of loving you. I am still able to smile. My shoulder is still yours to lean on. There's no exchanges or returns for my heart. It's yours. So keep it. and I'm keeping every piece. Every piece of glass from the mirror they held. The mirror that reflected my blindness. All the possibilities of me that I could not see. But now I see everything that you have always seen...the beautiful person I had already been, and the better me you knew I could be. Thanks for waiting...watching...and helping me blossom. I'm growing. Still growing. I'm loving...I love you!

What's Left Of Me

I've always loved this song...

Lovebirds.

Better Than Me

How do you love a body with no soul. A face with no name. A heart with no beat. This mind with no map...love it all, just like you did. How you did it so discretely, with no warning or cause. Slithering your way into a place that was guarded so well. You timed the way you were going to do it and you did it...just as you planned. But this is something we never planned. How simple it was for you to seep through all these spaces I left open. The way you re-drew the lines that had already been crossed. All the while, these lines turned into circles that seem to always follow me. The same me that you need. The me that I would offer if it were still there. But fading memories and broken promises is all that's left. And I'd give it all, if thats what you wanted. But what you wanted...the same things that you want...the same things that I'm dying to fulfill, and I feel it. See, I've never been in happiness, but I've been in love. I can show you how one can be without the other. But that's not what you wanna see. You can't see it from me. But it's shown...even through your blindest eyes. He took what I gave him, and he gave it away. She got what I worked for, and all that I ever wanted. Yet, you're asking me to find it, somewhere...somehow and give it to you. But I'm finding these things deep down that I already knew. Love doesn't last. I'm ready to let you leave...cause for this one time only, save yourself from me. All I want is something to hold onto. Something that's a little more guaranteed. The way you love me yields no direction. I ought to give you what you deserve...but the me that you seek is still incomplete, forgive me. I'm sorry.

No BOYS Allowed!!!!!

KERI HILSON – NO BOYS ALLOWED TRACKLIST

1. BUYOU (FEAT. J. COLE)
2. PRETTY GIRL ROCK
3. THE WAY YOU LOVE ME (FEAT. RICK ROSS)
4. BAHM BAHM (DO IT ONCE AGAIN I WANT YOU)
5. ONE NIGHT STAND (FEAT. CHRIS BROWN)
6. LOSE CONTROL (LET ME DOWN) (FEAT. NELLY)
7. TOY SOLDIER
8. BREAKING POINT
9.BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE
10. GIMME WHAT I WANT
11. ALL THE BOYS
12. PRETTY GIRL ROCK (REMIX) (FEAT. KANYE WEST)

--I've gave No Boys Allowed a second listen and it has potential to grow on me. I like it for the most part, but I feel like the title isn't consistent with the album as a whole. I guess I expected the album to tell a story, much like In A Perfect World. However, Keri is still a fresh artist and in her process of finding herself I say job well done.

(She gets 3 Sil's from me)

Medicine

I AM REALLY DIGGIN QUE'S NEW MIXTAPE. I THINK ALL THE LOVERS OUT THERE WOULD ENJOY IT AS WELL. BUT FOR NOW JUST TAKE A LISTEN TO ONE OF THE TRACKS FROM THE MIXTAPE CALLED "MEDICINE"

I Like You Because....

I like you because of you. The you that you once were. The you that you'll always be. The you that I still don't know, but the you that keeps me falling. No rush to be on solid ground because the you in me keeps me balanced. I feel all types of crazy by confessing this so soon, but the me in you should let you know that I don't have anything to lose..YET, I like you because you know me...even when I don't know myself. You see me perfectly for what I am. No need to change it. But you're changing...and I let you. Maybe I should meet you half way. But I'm scared, and you're scared. But I won't be scared to say it. So I'll say it, but that wont save it...from getting in our way. Right now...today, I want to promise you some things. I'm going to like you because of all that you mean...my laugh, my smile..it's all coming from you. And as strong as your guards are, I'm going to get through...so let's save time. Just let me in. Let me be your heart, be your rock, be your friend, be your reasons to let go, and love once more...because i'm feeing you now like never before. But I know I've hurt you and you've hurt me, and I know that feelings can sometimes mislead. But what matters is that we are here right now. Because now... the only thing that we are losing is time, just say yes already..c'mon and be mine. Yes, I like you. I really reaaallly like you because...the same things I like are the same things I love. So...I'll like you. :)

Complicated.

Your touch still lingers on my skin.

Looking into your eyes..

I fall again...

As your fingers slowly trace my face

Finding something more beautiful

about it each day.

And then you kiss my lips,

and everything else..

I slowly forget.

Forgetting all that isn't you

knowing in my heart

no other man would do..

All the things you do

to make me smile...

are all in you,

it's all worthwhile.

The way I talk,

and the way you listen

as if it's the first time you've heard it before.

And I keep talking

and you keep listening

and you listen...and listen once more

And then I find time

to push you away

and you find time

to be back the next day...

I tell you I hate you

as you kiss my cheek

because deep down you know

exactly, what I really mean.

And now my heart

is so wrapped up in fear

but somehow..

you know just how to get near...

close enough to

touch my heart...

and give me faith

in our new start.

Then my mind takes me back

to all the ones before

and how...

it felt so right

but how

it ended so wrong.

And how...

they took my heart in pieces

and how...

the hurt just never ceases.

and now...

how things just feel the same

and how..

I can't keep up with this game.

Cause if I finally let you in,

You would have to accept

the person I've been.

and me accept

that you're not him.

But you could hurt me

just like he did.

did

did you expect this to be easy...

cause I know it's a lot to take in..

But before I jump TOO far...

Tell me your name again??