Complicated.

Your touch still lingers on my skin.

Looking into your eyes..

I fall again...

As your fingers slowly trace my face

Finding something more beautiful

about it each day.

And then you kiss my lips,

and everything else..

I slowly forget.

Forgetting all that isn't you

knowing in my heart

no other man would do..

All the things you do

to make me smile...

are all in you,

it's all worthwhile.

The way I talk,

and the way you listen

as if it's the first time you've heard it before.

And I keep talking

and you keep listening

and you listen...and listen once more

And then I find time

to push you away

and you find time

to be back the next day...

I tell you I hate you

as you kiss my cheek

because deep down you know

exactly, what I really mean.

And now my heart

is so wrapped up in fear

but somehow..

you know just how to get near...

close enough to

touch my heart...

and give me faith

in our new start.

Then my mind takes me back

to all the ones before

and how...

it felt so right

but how

it ended so wrong.

And how...

they took my heart in pieces

and how...

the hurt just never ceases.

and now...

how things just feel the same

and how..

I can't keep up with this game.

Cause if I finally let you in,

You would have to accept

the person I've been.

and me accept

that you're not him.

But you could hurt me

just like he did.

did

did you expect this to be easy...

cause I know it's a lot to take in..

But before I jump TOO far...

Tell me your name again??